part of you

sometimes i feel, like i want to be part of someone, part of something.

i want to belong.........so people will ask me to get along.
inviting me to their place, asking me to go out, offering me lunch, dinner or movie perhaps, or even just put my name on their vacation list.

my brother hasn't been fully recover from his sick. no body knows what's wrong with him.

in the end..it has to be me who taking care of all the payment.

i spent my lunch all alone, cudling up and cried in the praying room. i have no one to share with and i have no one on this damn office.

i want an advice and solution...not a questions of what when where why and how

can i just be a part of you.............