Wednesday, March 13, 2013

happy healing

sometimes a dazzling light its all you can see
other times, dark clouds devour you and it seems the skies will never clear
but when the sun beams while the rain falls, it can bring a bitter sweat rainbow.

so, here i am feeling useless and feels like its all my fault. Think too much, until it's drained. Trying to convince my self each and every second.
my friend once said, you cannot always please people. But, that's what i do everyday. i hate to have this kind of feeling useless, meaningless, guilty.
yesterday, i was in bed all day. With my very best companion...Gossip Girl season finale. It was fun though. And the ending was very touchy, when you get to see all the cast are finally live happily after all those schemes, lying and drama. Maybe, our lives are pretty much like that too. This life are full of non sense drama. But in the end, there always a happy ending for everybody. 

i have to say, yes i may not feeling well and i still need a good sleep to keep sane. My boss will be away for 2 days and what i need, is stop being sarcastic.

happy freaking Wednesday the 13th people. 
Hope all have your bad luck goes away
*ini apaan sik*


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