words!

well, nothing is really impossible. Mungkin butuh waktu tahunan untuk terwujud, tapi kalau lo tahu lo mau mencapai satu hal itu, pasti ada jalan. Kalau lo menemukan sesuatu yang lo suka, stick to it, be consistent, make yourself present and visible and do some networking. You’ll never know where it’s gonna take you and sometimes it can take you somewhere unexpectedly good. 

http://thefreakyteppy.wordpress.com/2013/12/06/the-freaky-teppy-the-story-behind-the-book/

bagus ya kata-katanya, 
everything does not happen in one day. and some people just don't get it.
sometimes you just have to stop expecting.